Intermisson!
I’ve been working on a blog post for what seems like forEVER, but i’m waiting to get my PS onto this new laptop, which is taking a long assed time -.-, so instead i’ve decided to do an “Intermission” post… which is basically a crap post to feel like i’ve blogged something and I don’t feel so bad about not blogging, not that many ppl apart from the usual crowd do anyway, it’s not like i’m queen blogger of teh worldz and everything will blow up if I don’t post, sadly. I’d like to blow up a few things for shuuuures.
Do you ever have “those” kinds of days where you just hate everything and everyone? Well not HATE, just get irritated. That’s the day i’m having, well I have many of them but they rarely get to me like today. I’m feelin a little out of sorts of late, I dunno why! Maybe it’s cos my RL is gunna change when I go back to work next week *sobs*, or maybe it’s other things, I really can’t pinpoint it and it pees me off!
I feel so out of touch with SL, I kinda took a hiatus when I fell pregnant and slipped out of the “limelight” so to speak, not that I wanted in there in the first place OR ever classed myself to be, and I was happy with that, but now i’m back and it seems so much has change, I feel out of so many loops (that apparently don’t exist 
) and everyones moved on along different pants (paths, but I left the pants typo in cos it amused me 
) with different friends and different interests, and I really don’t bother to log in much nowadays because of that, and yes yes, I know… you make your SL what it is, and I do enjoy logging in and spending pretend money on pretend clothes, but lately I just feel like I don’t belong there, it’s a bit of a shitty feeling, it has to be said.
Long gone are the days where I log in, buy or get something fantastic and can’t wait to blog it, I do miss those days, but then again I don’t, blogging is such a double edged sword, but now everyone and his wife are friggin “fashion bloggers” and it’s a label I never really wanted and wouldn’t really be in a rush to have again, I just miss the appreciation of posting something people enjoy, maybe? Who knows! I wish I fucking did!
Everything I used to have to myself in SL, that I was actually half good at.. everyone else does now.. I made pretty pics… everyone else does, I blogged fashion.. everyone else does, I make friends… everyone else makes the same ones and gets friendlier with them than *I* ever did and they run off and have babies! (ok, long shot with that one, but 2 seemed a measley number of things to whinge about PMSL!), I guess I just miss having *something* to myself, something that *I* rocked at that wasn’t that widespread, but I am thinking back a few years, and SL has grown lots since then, so I guess it makes sense.
Maybe I just don’t feel I fit in anymore, so everything seems so shitty, I blame hormones, let’s blame them and men, why not???
LOTRO is still good, but i’m kinda just trying to cling to enjoying it with my fingertips as I wait for Mines of Moria to come out in October, I think maybe i’ve overkilled a bit on it, so my interest in that isn’t waning it’s just… stalling? I dunno I still play on it and like it but I go thru spurts of liking it and spurts of not bothering to log in at all, which is all good, I get blue XP that way
RL is great! Apart from the goin back to work bit, that sucks balls, but it has to be done, so i’ll suck it up and take it like a man (I can assure you I have NO penis, srsly).
Ok, that’s my intermission rant, which I could have shortened to: I FEEL LIKE WANK ON SL, I’M BORED WITH LOTRO (at the mo) AND RL IS DANDY! KTHXBAI!
Lawlz.
Posted on July 21, 2008, in Random. Bookmark the permalink. 5 Comments.
Jesus Willis, you rock because you’re you. I know that I, along with quite a few others totally fangirled you (Less so now after all the smashing).
In all seriousness there are oodles of people on the grid who want to be with/in/on/over/under/at the side of you, people who think you’re the bollocks even when you clearly have a meat and spinker obsession. All these fashion blogs are quite often people trying to emulate you, I know that I took influence from the way you write.
You want uniqueness? Well, you are. In every possible way. So you shush now and join WoW to pass the time til october.
*huggles*
They no likey the smashy
(
Thanks tho, you are a sweetie, i’m just emo, we’ll blame men.. as I said. *nods*.
<3
Oh lawdy Willers! I miss you! You are quite possibly one of the most unique fashion bloggers ever and paved the way for many (as Kitty has also said). In fact, I was just speaking to a friend a few days ago about how much we missed your bloggifications. Yep…made up my own word. Love it. But yea, the whole fashion blogging thing has gotten rediculously boring for me to read. I used to get so excited about seeing someone post something new on Fashion Planet and now…well..now I barely even scroll through the page anymore. I won’t go into all the blahdiblahblah crap about how everyone is blogging the exact same boring ass pieces of…well…overpublicized crap. Not all of it mind you…so anyone reading this looking for some juicy gossip, run along…nothing to see here.
Anywho, what I’m rambling about is that you and your fabulous uniqueness are missed by many for many more reasons than just blogging.
Love you oodles girlie!
Hormones might explain it… but everything is changing so fast. There are lots and lots of things going on and it’s impossible to keep up with everything.
With my always changing working schedules I feel lonely inSL lots of times.I am silly enough to not say hi to people in IMs. I don0t want to bug people…
I might be working in european friendly schedule or in a SL friendly schedule. I never know and sometimes it sucks.
But… you will always be unique, girl! <3
(hit the send button to soon)
You will always have an unique blogging style and awesome pics. What if other people make an effort to show pretty pics, you will always have your readers.