Beautiful Mess.

This is a kinda rant based post (rl included ) and it won’t make one ounce of sense… so i’ll cut it after the pic and that’ll be that if you don’t want to read it if you don’t want, kthxbai.

Beautiful Mess.

I call the above pic Beautiful Mess because that’s a bit how I feel right now.   RL is fine apart from the fact that my lil girl, Sian (who also just turned one!) hasn’t been very well for a while now, she seems to get *every* bug going, which I know is perfectly normal for babies but it’s just wearing me down.  This past weekend we spend Saturday in hospital with her because my incompetent twat of a Dr sent us home Friday when she was burning up and said “just a virus” which ok, maybe it is… but then when her temp soars to 105-106 on Saturday morning and her eyes are rolling and she’s just a shadow of the fun, lively lil girl she normally is, I get a bit effin pissed.

So yes, Saturday was NOT a fun day, we had a *very* poorly little girl on our hands, she’s still not right now, but at least her temperature is down and she’s far more lively, thank god!   Now my eldest is burning up in bed as I type this, but is there any point in taking her to the Dr’s to be sent home again? No.  So I just won’t bother and i’ll dose her up with Calpol and Nurofen, cos that’s all he’d tell me to do, right? Right.

So why am I extremely pissy of late? I don’t know! I think i’m just stressed and need a break, I haven’t really been in SL that much recently and I haven’t missed it, I have missed my friends though, but then I can keep in touch with them other ways.  I did write more but I don’t want ppl thinking it might be about then when it most likely isn’t so let’s just say, i’m a crankypants! But i’m still adorkable

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